guys had their interclass bball on friday(: we didnt win, but its alright. haha. n2 won, they are the ones who trashed us in our first round. LOL. i was hoping for T1 to win, but they didnt. sad, but they could have la. but nvm. its over alr(:
i feel that i wasting my life and time nowadays, doing things i dont even want to do, living in my sis's shadows, and never can i make decisions myself. 'everything i do, i do it for you, cos i love and care for you.' that's what my mum always said. okay, i know u love me. and thanks for everything u have done for me, but still, im not even happy, at all. but u think i am. ive been helping u with ur work since im 3, and thats 12 years ago. isnt that enough, i just need a few days, or even just a few hours to slack around with my friends, and you just say, ' NO. YOU HAVE TO HELP US WITH OUR WORK. IF YOU WANT TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE, YOU WILL HAVE TO HELP AND EARN MONEY FOR US.' and thats wth! its your work, and not mine! i've always been helping you, and u say i've not help enough? ive been rejecting many gatherings with my friends, just to help you la! and you say i've been going out for alot of times. can you just open ur eyes anot?! i know you want to protect me, but isnt this abit too much? being protective may be good, but over-protective is crap. and im different with my sister, so dont compare. she's she and i'm me.
i've been reading chenying's archives, from 2004 onwards, till about may 2005. mmm, she's just so different from last time la, in every way, the way seh type, express herself, and the use of chinese. and i prefer her posts last time, talking about her life, everything. now, its like. -.-" wadeva.